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As Long As I Want

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The single lamp on the desk cast a wide circle of amber light across the floor of the study. Draconia sat in the high-backed chair, watching him move through the shadows of the room. He looked older than he had when she first took the duty from Filch, more certain of his own skin. The silence between them was not a void; it was a thing they had built together through months of ink, parchment, and skin. She felt the ache in her bones, a remnant of the night before when she had finally let the word fall from her lips.

Harry stood near the window, looking out at the dark expanse of the grounds. He had stopped writing the lines long ago, but the memory of his handwriting was etched into her mind. She remembered the way his letters had grown more jagged as he grew more frustrated, and the way they had smoothed out when he finally stopped fighting her. The room felt smaller tonight, or perhaps it was just that the rules were finally beginning to dissolve.

"You are quiet tonight," Harry said, turning to look at her. His voice was low, stripped of the defensive edge he used to carry.

"I am thinking about the end," Draconia replied. She stood up, her silk robes rustling against the stone floor. "The end of the term, the end of the detention, the end of the way things were."

"You have always been the one to decide when things end," he noted. He walked toward the desk, his eyes fixed on hers.

She did not answer him immediately. Instead, she walked to the wall where the parchment-covered rules were pinned. They were her laws, her carefully constructed boundaries, written in her perfect, beautiful script. She reached out and grasped the edge of the first sheet. The paper felt cool under her fingertips.

"Rule one," she said, her voice steady as she pulled the first sheet from the wall. "Obey."

She looked at him, and he did not flinch. He watched her with a curious, expectant expression. She dropped the first piece of paper onto the floor, letting it flutter down like a dead leaf. The act of removing it felt like a physical weight lifting from her chest.

"You used to demand it so strictly," Harry said. He stepped closer, entering the circle of light. "Now you just look like you want to be rid of it."

"Is that so wrong?" she asked. She moved to the next sheet, the one where she had added the ninth rule in a different ink. "To want the rules to be gone?"

"It is a relief," he admitted. He reached out, his hand hovering near her waist, but he did not touch her. He waited for her permission, a habit born from a hundred nights of her command.

She moved to the next rule, the one he had broken on purpose to see her reaction. She tore it down with a sharp, decisive motion. The sound of the parchment being stripped from the wall was loud in the quiet room. She felt a sudden, sharp prick of grief, but she pushed it down. She was not a girl who allowed herself to be undone by sentiment.

"You are destroying your own work," he whispered. He moved into her space, his warmth radiating against her skin.

"It is not a monument, Harry. It is a cage."

"Was it a cage for you too?" he asked, his voice dropping an octave.

"It was a way to keep you," she said. She reached for the last of the pinned papers. "And a way to keep myself from losing my mind."

She pulled the final sheet down, leaving the wall blank and scarred. The room felt different now, unanchored. The structure she had spent months building was lying in heaps at her feet. She looked at the mess of parchment on the floor, the beautiful lines and the jagged scribbles, and she felt a sense of completion.

"There are no more lines to write," Harry said. He reached out and took her hands in his. His palms were warm and slightly rough.

"There are no more rules either," she reminded him.

She led him toward the bench, the place where they had first lost themselves to the rhythm of skin and breath. The lamp flickered, casting long, dancing shapes against the stone walls. The air felt different as they sat, the heaviness gone, replaced by a clarity that made her heart hammer against her ribs.

"Do you remember the first night?" he asked, his thumb tracing the back of her hand. "When you told me it would only be an hour?"

"It was three hours," she said, a small smile touching her lips. "I was a liar."

"You were a queen," he corrected her. "And you were a very demanding one."

He leaned in, his lips brushing against the curve of her ear. The sensation sent a jolt of electricity down her spine. She turned her head, meeting him halfway, and kissed him with a desperation that had nothing to do with the rules and everything to do with the man.

His hands moved to the fastenings of her robes, pulling the fabric aside to expose her shoulders to the cool air of the room. He moved with a practiced grace, his fingers finding the skin of her waist. She felt the heat of him through her thin chemise, a heat that promised the familiar, blunt reality of his body.

"No more pretending," she breathed against his mouth.

"No more pretending," he echoed.

He pulled her closer, his thigh sliding between hers as they shifted on the bench. The parchment was still beneath them, a crinkling, textured layer of history. He lifted her, her legs wrapping around his hips as he moved her toward the desk. He wanted her there, where the lamp could illuminate every inch of her skin, where the inkwell sat as a silent witness.

He laid her back across the heavy wood, her hair spilling over the edge. The lamp sat to the side, casting a bright, golden light over her breasts and the pale curve of her stomach. He moved between her legs, his hands gripping her hips to pull her to the edge of the desk.

"Look at me," he commanded, his voice thick with want.

She opened her eyes, watching as he stripped his clothes away. He was beautiful in the amber light, his muscles tensed and ready. He leaned over her, his cock brushing against her thigh, a blunt and heavy weight. He pushed into her, a long, slow stroke that filled her completely. She gasped, her fingers digging into the wood of the desk, her nails scratching at the surface.

He began to fuck her, his movements rhythmic and deep. He did not use metaphors or soft words; he simply drove into her, his cock stretching her, his weight pressing her down into the hard grain of the wood. She felt every inch of him, the friction of his skin against hers, the way his breath hitched as he withdrew and plunged back in. She could feel the heat of him deep inside her womb, a constant, pulsing pressure that made her head light.

"You are so tight," he groaned, his hips hitting hers with a dull thud.

"Don't stop," she urged, her voice a ragged command.

He accelerated his pace, his thrusts becoming harder and more frantic. She felt the tension building in her lower abdomen, a sharp, bright ache that demanded release. He reached down, his fingers finding her clitoris, rubbing the sensitive nub of flesh as he drove into her. The sensation was overwhelming. She cried out, her hips arching off the desk to meet his every strike.

The world narrowed down to the sensation of his cock sliding in and out of her, the sound of their skin slapping together, and the blinding light of the lamp. She felt the swell of her orgasm approaching, a wave of heat that threatened to drown her. He saw it too, his eyes dark and focused, his movements becoming desperate.

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